To Her, As of now I have failed to summon the amount of courage needed to tell you this. I wish I could wait for the day when that would be But on the inside of me, there is fire on the mountain. So I turn to alphabets empowering them to be my release. I do pray that by tomorrow these words won't matter one bit Because today you will grow and the shoe will no longer fit.
You should know by now that you deserve better. Or is it until your crown no longer glistens? You should know by now that you are of great value. Or are you waiting for your gold to corrode In the hands of a pauper too blind to recognise that you are treasure in every measure? You should know by now that you deserve better.
I am tired of hurting from your pain that multiplies mine. Why are you subjected to competing for his attention? Isn't your love for him consuming enough? Now you see yourself as never enough, paying compensation for his damages. I want to write pages upon pages But my heart hurts with every word, it really hurts And I am frustrated when you blame love For his failings that you clearly see but never see reason to address. Maybe that's what society has taught you best friend- To embrace him and lose yourself while doing it. Otherwise explain to me why your dreams don't even want to associate with you. Yes love is sacrifice, but why are you endlessly offering yourself on his table When all he stands to represent is Cain? Darling, love is clear and love is plain, Please open your eyes and see that his is a chain. Please! You bet I'm angry and I can't even feign. Love is tender so when his hands show everything but that And I'm left soothing you from the lash of his tongue I ask you why and you say love, I just don't get it. I really just don't get it. I have mourned for you... Mourned for the future we painted as children Because this definitely isn't it. Mourned for the venom you've reluctantly had to swallow Poisoning your innocence and delicacy You deserve so much better my queen.
Growing up, I've always promised to fight for you, Especially in moments when you lack the strength to do so for yourself. Today I upheld my promise to you. Today I did right by you and I made sure he did too in the least way possible. I fought for the queen I know you to be, saved you from the slave he made you into. So when he calls for a breakup and you call me, I'll pretend like I didn’t orchestrate it. And you'll cry but I know you'll be okay. You will no longer hurt me because you are free from pain, I know you will be okay and inevitably I will be okay Because he'll no longer be there to put out your fire So you will gradually burn brighter and I hope to recognise you again. I don't intend to be your knight. I just want to see your phoenix take flight, I want to hear your voice again empowered with might Knowing that the only person you're competing with is yourself. Now that is enough pay for me, Knowing that you don't pay attention when they say you deserve less But go for that best they secluded for the rest, Now that is enough pay for me. GOOOO BESTFREENNNN THAT’S MY BESTFRENNN GOOOOO QUEEN You know I wrote this one for you.
I hope you never settle for less in life and I hope you’re surrounded by people that ensure you don’t.